I have been negligent, my friends, and I have not been writing as a dedicated blogger should. Someone once told me that blogging was someone who had too much to say to an endless despair of nothingness...or something like that. Combine that with the fact that my life has completely changed in the last nine months, I haven't been in the mood to write or share much. But it's something about this time of the year that stirs my soul. The season is changing, the crisp, cool air sneaks in slowly, the leaves start turning all new colors. I used to despise the fall and winter but as I have aged, I appreciate it and admire all the work that nature is forced to do year after year. The change is more noticeable from summer to fall, it's like a new world. The sky is so blue and sharp this time of year. Everything smells and feels new and clean, even though nature is mostly dying or beginning it's turn into hibernation. There is just something about this time of year....I feel more alive.
I have recently aged another year, thirty-four years total. My son started pre-school, I have been making a life on my own, taking it all one day at a time. My eyes are no longer blind, my mind is open and my heart is closed. I am settling into more of a routine and am hopefully going to work writing back into my schedule, for my souls sake. I have so much inside that needs to come out and so many new adventures with my son I'd like to share. I am looking forward to writing again....even if it is only going into an endless despair of nothingness.....
